Entries for October, 2004
October 8, 2004Judge me Not Posted at 07:16 PM  Pre-existing shadows bewitching my savvy emotions Entrapped by a surreal identity Inferiority?.. I just don’t know Negligence?.. not me.. It was one thing giving me a high rising dilemma Ambiguous?.. perhaps Coz I’m a hero in distress Searching for truth that hinders my ever reality in this world Hoping that someday, beyond that ironic criticism It would bring me to become someone Leading me out of my ignorance Clinging both hands for the right thing Reaching for, and longing for… So what now? Insane?.. I could possibly be Emptiness surpassing me Drowning in silence With a shout of my unheard voice Always aiming Always wanting It’s getting worse Yet never letting go… My life’s like behind bars No freedom and seeking for justice That’s me.. and is always running out of time Blinded by the beauty of this world Yes I know, that’s the reality I should face the truth The concluding fact... ... that I, I am what I am ... living my life in this simple yet chaotic world ... tumultuous passion in the sense of everything Yet striving for existence Judge me not I am a person who chose who I want to be… Adios…   |
October 11, 2004
On Tour Posted at 10:46 AM archaic facade captured by moments beyond my innocent eyes, amazed my feeling standing myself juxtapose in an ordinary yet some kind of haunted looking houses. on way we go towards the municipaluty of Carcar, 43 km south rfom the city, together with my friends for our history project... it was amazing that most houses in that place were built in the mid 17th and 18th century and has long preserved its beauty and radiance of antiqueness.  we have gone to the manifested idea of the famous engineer Mercado, the "Carcar church" built in the early 18th century. fronting the church is the plaza, beside the church is the st. catherines academy which was founded by the spanish friars upholding the educational system in the town. footsteps away from the plaza is a memorial statue of gen. leon kilat in honour of his heroic act during his time. in the plaza, i have noticed an old dipensary hospital... they said that during the japanese colonization in our country, it was a storage of human corpse... taking a mere look of the school would'nt scare you, but after knowing the history what really happened in that school long time before we were born, i'td kill you... the place was once used to be a hiding place of the filipino civilians and guess what happened next? the hiding place turned out to be an abattoir... now, beyond the raintree sorrounding the school, student could hear cold voices that would really scared them to death, voices that is crying for help especially during nightimes..."ghost"... awooooo..... scary isnt it? we have also gone to "balay nga Tisa", they call it balay nga tisa coz its roof are made of "tisa". the house was built on 1856 and has preserved its magnificient art and antiqueness for more than a century. the last destination was the spanish kiosk. from a newsttand before,it has emerged now into a commercialized place. the place look so innocent, yet its the country's oldest.  the exotic town has long way domains the beauty of historical event, from the spanish colonization, to japanese, and to the americans... tears, blood, and body were they have struggle. srife and sufferings they have gone through... the picture of the scenery is quiet ambiguous yet taking a deeper meaning would lead you to cultivate something.  good thing that they have preserved all this stuff... after all our struggles, the enjoynment we have is worth more than the effort... its more than history its more than bonding its one of my life's highlights!  the picture attached is known as the "spanish kiosk"  |
October 12, 2004
Success Posted at 07:19 PM the project was a huge success!!  our teacher was amused by our presentation perhaps our projectwas really unique and different from other section aside from scrap of more than a hundred pictures, with its dramatic history, we were also able to present a magnificient live computer show...  the best part??? we receive an excellent grade... Tnx to God...  ____________________________________________________ Squirk of blood in hell scheming every angle barriers behind the walls the truth unreliable beheaded to fill the emptiness in the mode of darkness a light unlighted surpassing in silence domaining darkness the given world stubbed right in front of your face a mere hypocrisy plunged in catasrophy an oblivion a shout to sanctuary a feeling of doubtfulness a bondage of sorrow the relief of pain... ____________________________________________________  |
October 13, 2004
exam Posted at 11:59 AM final examination week dismayed the existence of a failing mark i cant help but to describe my grade as: ...brutal ...critical ...fatal my parents would kill me if they'd found out a matter between life and death the judgement day i cant help it i cant run from it it'll just chase after me  i dont know what to do kaya i'll call the mental hospital nalang coz parang mentally retarded na ako ngayon... okay lang  kahit parang tagilid lahat grades ko happy naman ako sa buhay ko! cool!!! Gd Luck Nlang Sa mGa fInals Xam Nyo Jan!!!   |
October 15, 2004
At Last! Posted at 04:27 PM yes yes yes!!!!!!!!!!!!! im free from all the words and letters that is always chasing me!!!!!! wala nang exam tapos na ang finals!!! gud luck nalang sa indi pa tapos!!! as for me???????????????????????????????? after final editing ng mga articles namin..... after we'll go out para mag chummy chummy!!!!!! we'll go na to camiguin para mag vacation!!!!!!!!! vacation! vacation! vacation!!!!!!!! yahoo!!!!! FREE AT LAST |
