Short Span of Life
Posted at 02:54 PM

A life in journey on a crooked and rugged road
A thousand miles to take
Covered with blisters and the joy of sacrifices
Stubbed with such innocence and dealt with hypocrisy
Burst with cry from one’s soul
Clinging for that enormous virtue
Maneuvering its path where destiny leads him
Struggles and strife tracing agony
Scourged blood diluted with tears
On life where I stand as a mere plebian
On life where I stand just then to stumble and fall
On my short span of life where I come to realize
… that not all are fortunate
… that not all are lucky
A commoner juxtaposed in the abyss of choices
A mind obstruction phenomenon
As dilemma’s smashed right through one’s face
No choice to make but to be bold and strong
Though in my short span of life
As cruelty in this world surpassed me
As the nature never treated me justifiably
The lesson learned from my experience
is worth a thousand bliss
Though sticky situation struck my life
I still know that someone Above is there for me
Perhaps one should know that I never care for my life span
‘Coz what I really care about…?
… It’s life ETERNITY
It’s God’s will, purpose, and plan…
After all, this world is not my home
So I cherished whatever problems may come into my life
So what I can do?
It’s Part of life.

'Till the Last Day of my Life
Posted at 10:07 AM

Vanquished shadow in the green eyes of the Moon
A prisoner condemned to Life
Quenching every moment
Saving the very last drop of Blood left in my Body
Crushing every Bitterness that struck my Soul

A whit of vengeance that I long for
A shut of silence that covers my sight
A mere oblivion!
Feels like fading and be gone away

A knight leading forth to a battle
A challenge… a test… a great cry…

An enormous smash that passed for a few sec
The heaven has opened its eyes before me
The demonic angel on a vigorous stallion emerged out
A fight till death!

The Armageddon has started
A twitch of every angle I felt inside
Blood bursting like Hell
A notorious voice shook me off
Broke every single bone in my body
Crushing all my nerves and tissues into pieces

‘Till the last breath of decomposed air I’ll take
‘Till the moment I’ve consumed all my energy
‘Till I happened to give up
‘Till the moment I’d loosed hope

I never would have thought…
That even until the last day of my life…
I’d still be fighting ‘FoR YoU…

It was YoU who completed the missing pieces in my life
and it was also you who took it all away from me

The very last pieces of me
The broken fragments that brought me up to everything.

The end was here where destiny brought me…
The ignition of light was shut off
Yet the end of the story was left untold.

sowi if im too subjective... lagi nlang ako...akoh.. ako!!!

the Unwanted Child
Posted at 11:25 AM

it was an accident, she did not expect to get pregnant... she's still 17... what would be the reaction of her parents if they'll find out what happened? the story started all over five months ago from a close friend of mine... she got pregnant... she cant accept the reality... i tried all my best to comfort her... she felt like she's now hopeless... concluded one decision... last week the child was aborted... i was with her that time.. i skipped classes just to accompany here... we were reffered to a medical expert... her baby is already five months... and now??? its gone... i ask her if shes now happy... but the whole things a mistake... i could see the sadness in her face... she missed her baby... its movemets inside her womb... it hurts me to see my friend crying all the time... the unwanted child... he was so innocent... the doctor said that the child is so healthy... i cleaned up the mess and take at a look at the child... such innocence... he got his fathers nose... he got his mothers lips and chin... without any secong thought... i took some video clips and pictures... in simple remembrance... i bathe him up patiently and put him in a small box... we burried him later that evening... hope that little angel will rest in peace...

Number 13
Posted at 06:21 PM

we practiced for five days for the preparation of the modern dance contest as part of our university days celebration...

everything was set up...
we already mastered every action...

my heart beats so fast when the contest started...

there were 17 contestants and we were the 13th performer...

i just wondered why yesterday...
when we performed... everything was in mess....
my friend got his undershirt out of the stage making her conscious all the time she moves...
someone was kicked off in front of the judges when Henry did the breakdance...
we were not synchronized in short....

and the best part???
we lost....

though we did not won the contest, its still okay for me....
perhaps its not in winning, but the enjoyment you have together with your friends....

later that evening we went to our friends building and enjoy all night long... and everybody's there.... i went home ealier this morning...

anyways...

what's with this number 13???

Distress signal
Posted at 01:11 PM

In times of distress
Heavy clouds covers your eyes
Winds blowing your emotion
Waves smashing your ego
…Vacillating your feet
…Plunged you in total darkness
…Vanished the speck of fortune in your life away
With darkness that domains everything

In times of distress
You are nailed at the cavalry
Soaked in acid
Burned in hell
Drowned till death

In times of distress
You’re eyes are covered with tears
Emotions’ are dealt with violent reaction
Hard to spill out the toxic inside
…That hinders your everyday life
…Impeding the distressing yet blissful moments

In times of distress
You are like a fallen angel from heaven
Dealing mischievously of all the faults done
Regretting the errors of once he has created
Craving the time to correct his mistakes

In times of distress
You’ve got no one to blame on
…But the faulty blurt you’ve created
…The trick you have done
Truth chasing after you
Conscience eats your soul
Nowhere to escape

In times of distress
Get the trophy…
Pay the price …
Suffer the consequence…
And after?…
Pick yourself up from the ground.

Jesus
Posted at 03:17 PM

All of us are victims. Murder, rape, theft, lies, hatred, jealousy, gossip, lust, and selfishness, are a problem.

We compare ourselves to other sinners when we say, "I would never do that!" or "At least, I'm not like him". We have lived a lie. Did you ever justify an unkind word and say, "They deserved it."? Are you chained in bitterness toward someone who hurt you? Did you ever say, "I don't get mad, I get even."? All of us are guilty.

Giving time, money, and going to church, cannot remove the stain. Hard work can be good, but it does not erase sin.

We say, "Someone's going to pay for that". There's a price to pay for sin and the curse of sin is in us. Jesus paid the price. Don't despair. Jesus can free you from evil.

Thanks.
Posted at 03:44 PM



Thanks for all the lessons I learned
When you walked into my life, then left me burned.
Thanks for all the heartache you caused
Which brought my life to a brief pause.

Thanks for not listening when I needed you most
And giving me the feeling of being lost.
Thanks for making my life seem like one long rainy day
Because of the happiness you took away.

When you said you loved me I was on such a high
Then I crashed when I realized you lied.
Thanks for all those things you brought to me,
Even the tears that came as my heart began to bleed.

Now I have seen the light
And can finally put you out of my life.
For I see the sun beginning to shine
Because I truly believe I now will be fine.

If
Posted at 03:09 PM


IF
By: Rudyard Kipling

If you can keep your head when all about you
Are losing theirs and blaming it on you;
If you can trust yourself when all men doubt you,
But make allowance for their doubting too:
If you can wait and not be tired by waiting,
Or, being lied about, don't deal in lies,
Or being hated don't give way to hating,
And yet don't look too good, nor talk too wise;

If you can dream---and not make dreams your master;
If you can think---and not make thoughts your aim,
If you can meet with Triumph and Disaster
And treat those two impostors just the same:.
If you can bear to hear the truth you've spoken
Twisted by knaves to make a trap for fools,
Or watch the things you gave your life to, broken,
And stoop and build'em up with worn-out tools;

If you can make one heap of all your winnings
And risk it on one turn of pitch-and-toss,
And lose, and start again at your beginnings,
And never breathe a word about your loss:
If you can force your heart and nerve and sinew
To serve your turn long after they are gone,
And so hold on when there is nothing in you
Except the Will which says to them: "Hold on!"

If you can talk with crowds and keep your virtue,
Or walk with Kings---nor lose the common touch,
If neither foes nor loving friends can hurt you,
If all men count with you, but none too much:
If you can fill the unforgiving minute
With sixty seconds' worth of distance run,
Yours is the Earth and everything that's in it,
And---which is more---you'll be a Man, my son!

i could just remember memorizing this poem on my 5th grade...
its one of the best poems i've read

Shortly After Midnight
Posted at 12:26 PM


by ITSme

Shortly after midnight
into the stars i stare
And stand there thinking down at you
with eyes that love you so
Your head upon the pillow
your arms down at your side
Your lips in a faint smile
then next to you I slide

I kiss your eyelids softly
run fingers through your hair
I feel your breath upon me
do you know I'm there?
I put my arms around you
and hold you, oh so near
I whisper of my love for you
although you cannot hear

I cherish ev'ry moment as
I hold you close, my dear
For time goes by so quickly
and morning's almost near
Tho' you won't know I've been there
with you throughout the night
My love for you is ever close....
as darkness is to light

All the nasty stuff 'bout me...
Posted at 04:20 PM





I
am
living
in
this
green
planet
....

a
place
where
i
can
call
it
on
my
own
...

a
place
so
silent
yet
full
of
harmony

...
with
a
smile
on
my
face
...

i'm
making
a
'lil
view
over
your
place
...

*Lets be friends*



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All about Me

Im single... ndi double
19, from USA.. philippines i mean

im a buzy person... pag may ginawa

pag celfone…
silent mode pag walang mgawa...
loud pag may inaasar...

A member of many orgs...
d vice president of Association of Health and Scince Education Association...na walang paki kung ano na ang nagyari....
d vice president of Association of Health and Science Education 2nd yr. over all... over all walang kaalam-alaman...
d chairman of red cross youth (MVM)chairman of the chair na plagi nakaupo...
a member of Andres Art Club-para sa mga taong may talent na ndi magamit...
a staff writer of The Quill-SWU opisyal student Pubz...and a member of College Editors Guild of the Philippines…ooppsss... writer nga pero la ngang na write...

Lyks…
alam kong mag pinta, pero ndi ko alam mag paint...
I know how to write, pero wala akng ma write...
I’d love to play musical instruments…
gaya ng piano, guitar, flute, pero pag linaruan ko cla, hahabulin ko pa...
i'm a dancer... pero ayaw sa akin ang pagsasayaw...

The best part….
I have traveled around the world…(joke)
..ibig kong sabihin, i have traveled around my room...
… Pakulo lang
I’m just an adventurous person… kaya nga lang magawa...
Loves to go around our country… pag ikaw bayad ng fare ko...

im happy anytime... maski dami problem
and im friendly too... *sabi ko*
by the way, im no ~nasty boy~

if u have time add me
ym and friendster:
Christopherjames_lee@yahoo.com

Share it with me:

anong feeling pag grounded ka for 1 semester??? coz i am...

Vague
Posted at 09:58 AM


Squirk of blood in hell
scheming every angle
barriers behind the walls
the truth unreliable
beheaded to fill the emptiness
in the mode of darkness
a light unlighted
surpassing in silence
domaining darkness
the given world
stubbed right in front of your face
a mere hypocrisy
plunged in catasrophy
an oblivion
a shout to sanctuary
a feeling of doubtfulness
a bondage of sorrow
the relief of pain...
a continuation from the past...